She, "In a Land Far Far Away."

Hierarchy On The Road

2011-07-23T13:01:00.006+08:00

My sister has come to a conclusion. The top of the pyramid level on the road system, I present to you the current king(s) of the road..

Yep, the cows. Gone are the days where the cows grazed on GRASS at their own leisure pace. Now, they dominate the roads.The last driving lesson I had, I was THIS CLOSE to knocking down two cows that look similar to the ones in this picture. I was put-put-ing along the road at prolly 30km/h and two came out of nowhere, strolled their way across the road. Ugh. I have nothing against animals ok, whatmore cows which do absolutely no harm EXCEPT CROSSING THE ROAD BLINDLY. The Kancil was positively 1/4 the size of that one cow.

And next, second place goes to ..

The motorcyclists. No wait, the motorcyclists, in Malaysia. I'm not saying all are bad, only some. But the bad ones, drive in the middle of the road taking their own sweet time as if it is their grandfathers' road and we cannot overtake them cos' they're in the middle of the road! Then there are the too fast ones who think they're the only humans on the road.

Then there's us. The car-ists. Stuck in between cos' when we hit the cows, we might possibly break a bone/die/car die and when we hit em' motorcyclists, they might possibly break a bone/die/car die. Sigh, woe is us, really.

Ok enough about roads, im going to stardee!

Becoz my blog haz no pikchars.

2011-07-23T12:05:00.008+08:00

Haaaai! Totallee forgot I wanted to blog about both the Arsenal and Liverpool matches because I wanted to tell youuuu...

HOW FUN THEY WERE! Festival-ish, but better! :D

Actually that wasnt the main purpose of blogging about it because what I really wanted to tell youuuu is..

HOW CUTE SAMIR NASRI IS(!!)

Doesn't he look a bit like Torres??? He looks a little awkward in pictures but he is really kiut in person. :D And really good too.

Ok I ALSO wanted to tell you about this particular guy who sat in front of me during the Arsenal game...

HE IS FRIGGIN HILARIOUSSSSS.

When he reached his seat, he wiped his chair LONG AND HARD. Then his friend offered some water and he wiped it with water EVEN LONGER. Then, he wiped the seat beside him LOOOONG AND HARD to. put. his. bag. hahahaha. Then he decided it isn't clean enough, he puts two A4 papers underneath then, rests his bag there. Even I didnt wipe my chair! The whole way through, he kept wiping this and that and that. (reminded me of my mom actually cos' my mom's you know.. fussy like that.) And when someone smoked in front of him, he tried blowing the smoke away. HAHA. Kinda worked actually.

Then there was this Malay guy beside my dad, superrrr gung-ho for Malaysia at the beginning and halfway through half-time, his head in his hands with the stressessssssttttttt face ever!

Those and how Malaysian football has improved so so much absolutely made my day. :)

GG.COM

2011-07-10T19:08:00.000+08:00

OMAIGAD WE BE DRIVIN' AND TERRORIZIN' THE ROAD SOON!!!!!!

Just kidding.

Was driving on a terribly bumpy. rocky, hilly, dusty, bad, narrow road fit for a Kancil only when..

Uncle Alex: LILIAN LOOK! GRACE DRUG CENTRE!

Me: Um. *concentrates*

UA: No Lilian! LOOK! the blue gate one! saw or not???!!!

Me: Yah. *turns fast and then back to the road* saw.

UA: Eh LOOK! The durian tree so big! They plant durian trees one you know!

Me: mmmm.

UA: There there that one! *points excitedly*

Me: *eyes on the road eyes on the road* *turns quickly* yah saw. *prepares to turn left*

UA: Eh look at the jam there! *points to the right* Eh change gear!

FOREVER KAN CHEONG.
But i loikes. Made me feel nice. Leg cramp tho. Hahaha.
Mati enjin few times. I scares also.

Passion not Position

2011-07-09T01:26:00.001+08:00

"A great leader's courage to fulfill his vision comes from passion, not position." -John C. Maxwell

You can be a leader.

Love, Your Favourite Science Students

2011-07-08T16:48:00.002+08:00

In the train..

Me: You silly!
Kate: YOU silly!
Me: YOU SILLY!
Kate: YOUUUU SILLLLLYYYY!

Kate: Pork chops!
Me: Pork sternum
Kate: Pork nose
Me: Pork phalanges
Kate: PORK PECTORAL GIRDLE
Me: PORK PELVIC GIRDLE!

No believe

2011-07-07T00:55:00.001+08:00

BEST DAY OF MA LIFEEEEEEEE!

Ok maybe not, but prolly is the tiring-est outing of my life. with the two sillies of course and this time with Afiqah too. It was shopping in MidV first then took a train again to Pavilion all for Forever 21. Walked on the glorious streets of KL which i absolutely LOVE. Gives me the I'm-in-a-foreign-land feeling. I love how we could just walk on the pavements, how shops were outside, and how much bustling was going on outdoors. Had to peel my eyes wide open and all fishbally tho what with all the traffic and the throng of people and more people harassing me with various promotions/nonsense/chinese words that sound like promotions. But magad! They have traffic lights for pedestrians! After spending our forever in Forever 21 (not meant to be a joke) we left Pavi to go back to KL Central and this was when our adventure started! :D

Waited for the train for ages because Malaysian public transport is so very fast (-.-) and when it arrived the first time round, we missed it. Malaysians are scary people I tell you. They refuse to allow people to come out of the train and just charge in without mercy. I is scaresss. Selfish people too, refusing to move in into spaces. Waited for half an hour again and missed it the second time! By then, it was nearly 7 and we were tired beyond belief. So we gave up and called Fy's dad to come pick us. Took the train to KLCC and shopped somemore. Kate and I even hobo-ed out at Uniqlo's dressing rooms while waiting for Fy. Sat on the floor and made ourselves comfortable :) In fact, we even sat on the train station's platform while waiting for the train. Gwaaah, terribly hungers, tired and achey when I FINALLY got home at 10. I AM UNFIT I KNOW!

Not the best day for an outing today but so very fun. Trolled on hot guys and learnt a whole lot about the train stations. Pro :D

value

2011-07-03T01:13:00.000+08:00

"A mount of gold. A pile of mud. Which, is more useful?

"Gold, of course."

"But, to a seed?"

"Everyone has a purpose"

mirror

2011-06-30T17:22:00.002+08:00

Everyone else wants to be that girl. But, who's going to be you?

With Spades and Hearts

2011-06-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

And deep down, I just want to live in the coziest cottage by the river, run a coffee shop, have dinner with my family every single night, run around this massive forest we call garden, and grow old.

Satisfaction

2011-06-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

This, is what keeps us going on!

Some of the testimonies from our Youth related to El Elyon 2011! Here's one:

"The presence of God was definitely there on the night of El Elyon. It put back into perspective the greatness of our God and His love for us. And there’s no better thing in the world than just being in the presence of the Holy Spirit. I’m falling in love with God all over again. =)"

Today I Realise..

2011-06-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

my class, the supposedly nerdy class, 5 Dedikasi (HEY WE ARE NOT NERDS OKAY) (We are people with perfectly normal live-ish lives!) (We don't study 24/7 and we watch HIMYM and and Phineas and Ferb and sometimes talk to ourselves ok!)

is pretty dysfunctional.

With Five Months To Go!

2011-06-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

Ohai.

Just want to tell you, my dearest monitor and keyboard, how my first day back in school after two weeks of holiday went. :) Let's start off with the morning shall we. I.. had absolutely no trouble waking up today! woohoo *dances around room* Didn't fall asleep in the toilet eitherrrrr!

Okeh so today is Monday. And Lord knows WE ALL HATE MONDAYS. To add to the absolutely as usual boring assembly and the bacaan doa and the FOUR songs and the ikrar and multiple teachers' nagging, the weather today is exceptionally hot! IN THE MORNING! I hate it when I start sweating early in the morning. Ugh. >;(

So, we got a few papers back and they're all pretty good (PTL!) but I can't really be too bothered anymore what with all these frequently crazy exam bombs. Slept during the first two periods too. Nurse Martini came to check our teeth today. Made jokes about shorter people. Be hated by Ying and hated her back. Didn't get to talk nonsense with Ying cos' we were hating each other (sad). Spazzed with a few about going to see Liverpool (YES YES YESSSS!) Complained about how my body is STILL aching. Yeah.. that's about it.

Ohhhh, do you know how long more it is till SPM????

I didn't count too.

Can't wait for a holiday! :D

And I shall be a good girl this week :) Next week marks the start of my ponteng-ing for the second semester!

And, i'm going to migrate to Switzerland sooooon! :)

Kidding.

I will. When I get a heat stroke.

People,

2011-06-13T01:38:00.002+08:00

there's no answer to them, and i guess there never will be any, no matter how much the mind - or heart tries.

Occupation

2011-06-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

I am so privileged, Lord, to be blessed with talents from You.
And the greatest joy, is to serve You.
You, are everything I need. :)

Haiyak!

2011-06-11T21:24:00.002+08:00

Me : Mum, can I have a baby pandaaaa?

Mum : Dad, can Lilian have a baby panda?

THEY ARE SO CUTEEEEEE!

Fuel This Fire

2011-06-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

Last night was the most amazing night ever! Our prayers, answered. Our 3-month preparation, worth it. God, definitely present. :)

I remember when Sam first asked me few months ago if I wanted to serve in the team. I put alot of thought into it cos' I wasn't sure if I could commit and even if I could, what were my priorities. And I remember praying so much for an answer and after weeks, I decided that I would. I didn't know then if that was the right choice. Today, I thank God for I will never regret serving. I thank God that He used me to bless others. And I thank God that I am blessed by others in a way. And to the team, I am truly honoured to serve alongside with all of you. And hopefully, *winkwink* we will be going to places!

EL ELYON

2011-06-09T13:33:00.002+08:00

AND OHHHHHH!

El Elyon tomorrowwwwwwww! I'm soooo excited I just might... might... er.

BURST!

17th Birthday Missions

2011-06-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

Okeh so yesterday morning (cos it was my birthday), I made missions to accomplish.

1. Hit the gym. omagad how long has it beeeen? LONG. But it's okay, we're determined like that. :p

2. Nette suggested, eat gelato. I yelled back at her "THAT IS NOT THE MISSION!" How silly is that mission rrrright after the gym one? Tsk, sisters.

But we ate gelato anyways. Just sayin' that it shouldn't be on the mission list! >;(

3. Go take my undang, amali, learn driving. FAST.

4. Do something useful tomorrow. -which is today. Like, homework, read a book again. something. Duh, not done yet but.. there's approx 10 hours to go before the good day ends. :D

By this time, Nette alrdy kindly reminded me abt studying during the holidays. psh, too late, can't do it now. Lol.

5. Earn some moneyyyyy. (no time, so we resolve to no.6!)

6. Find rich (and tall and good looking) boyfriend. :D ...... Joke, of course. But it'd be nice. But, joke. It'd stiiiiilllllll be nice. BUT, joke.

Soo, as you can see, we're prolly not starting today. But who said anything about starting today? Not meeee :D

Things I Love

2011-06-09T13:23:00.002+08:00

Hearing a song and knowing the story behind the song even if it's in a foreign language.

:)

Pleasant

2011-06-09T13:17:00.001+08:00

08 June 2011

Went to OU with the sisters. Nette bought us all lunch at the Garden, shopped (Dad paid for skirt! :D), and Nette bought us gelato. :DD We got lost on the way back cos' Nette missed a turn thanks to her talking to me (SHE TALKED TO ME!) for 15 mins. After 15 mins only did she realise she has been driving on a straight road all the way. Lol. Where were we? we didnt know. :D Sighboards showed Ampang, Cheras, KLIA and ohmagad, where are these places?!! Kept driving and kept changing where we were heading to. AND it was raining friggin cats and dogs. By this time, i was freakin' terrified. Matt texted me abt dinner at 8 and i was reaaaally afraid we wouldnt make it for dinner and end up in Johor or sumtin. After an hour, mysteriously came back to Damansara again. Wrong turn and bam! lost again. LOL. Ended up in Bandar Puchong.

Terrified we would be even lost, we called Dad. My dad is the best and the calmest! We told him we were at Jalan Kenari and he said he'd come get us. Avoided mom's call of course :D Reached home after 3 hours. :)
Weirdest birthday ever.

Dinner with the boys at Aeon and then back to the house again and made a whole lot of noise until 12 in the morning. I am reminded then again, I have good friends :) And oh! A polaroid from Josh and Nette :)))

T'was a good good day :)

Saturday

2011-05-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

Studied a whole bunch today after practice.
Had Japanese foodies for dinner.
Gonna study a whole lot more tomorrow!
Who needs Fridays when you've got Sundays?

Kidding. I love Fridays :D

It's Too Sad, We Don't Need No Title

2011-05-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

Forgive me readers, for I've no life. :(

THAT AKWARD MOMENT

2011-04-02T00:21:00.001+08:00

.. when you’re in the movies and a bad word is said right in front of your kids.
Like. *insert cricket sound*
awkkkkkward :/

Things for the future.

2011-04-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

On a happier note, today I was telling a few friends of mine how I wish there were inventions such as..

1) As mentioned before, the USB thumbdrive thingy that connects the brain to the USB port so whatever essay ideas/thoughts will type by itself straight into the computer. And tada, writer's block what? Thing in the past :]

2) (This might sound crazy) the bed. Not just any bed, it is THE bed. Before i explain, lemme tell you how this brilliant idea came about. I was lying on my bed at 12pm one self-declared-holiday-from-school day and I decided I was too lazy to get up. BUT. I was hungry. And i wanted to go take a shower. But oh, my pillow and blankets felt SO good. So I thought, wouldn't it be genius to invent a do-everything-on-your-bed bed. One where we can pangsai(got tubes to flush down to some pipes one lah aiyoh im not mad to let it rot there ok), be served food, shower, watch tv, change clothes and just about anything WITHOUT MOVING AN INCH. HOW COOL IS THAT RIGHT!

Well of course my friends gave me that loony look and scolded me but you never know right. All the cool inventions probably came about because the inventors were lazy people as I am. :)

How time flies, really.

2011-04-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I walked on the field with Puffy towards the primary end and we reminisced a lot about our primary days. I hate how sappy I can get about things like this. Yor. I mean, where did the past 10 years go man. You'd think i'd be happy to leave this place (where they sometimes DO NOT HAVE WATER in the canteen. didn't they pay the bills?! Where did our aerobikthon money go anyways? Stop expanding your office and pay the friggin bills!) but not really. You'd probably roll your eyes towards heaven or scoff at me now but it's true! Every year it's a cycle you've been through and one that you already know.

When the New Year rolls by, you'd know what form you're in and you're rest assured your friends are waiting at the canteen for you and what class you'd be in and the drill. The decisions been made you know. By the way, it's not that i'm afraid of making friends okay. It's just that i've known most of my friends now for 11 years and i'm afraid the new ones wont really know me at all. And what if i make the wrong decisions? What if i can't even decide? This comfort zone i've learnt to call home and despise at the same time, it's hard to leave. :(

But, one thing i know i wont miss. Physics class in school. and the one teaching.>;(
You classmates know what - or who I'm talking about >;((

Happy Things #2

2011-03-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

Oh I meant to do this earlier but today will do too! In that half-assed good slash not so good days again. Haha.

1) Had hi-tea yesterday at Renaissance and stayed overnight. (i'll try to post em yummy desserts' pics up cos' they are.. really yummy. hehe.)

2) Slept a whole lot (since I ALWAYS wake up halfway at an ungodly hour whenever in a hotel) (on a Sunday somemore! :D) Caught so so much rest. :)

3) Got to pee.

4) Bummed around and not give a crap about my homework.

5) Reminded myself to never forget about being thankful.

Yeap, when I'm sad, I stop about what's making me sad, blast on music, do things that make me happy and be happy again. TRUE STORY. :)

Too much

2011-03-20T15:03:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when it gets slightly tiring again, I'm reminded that I'm so so blessed. Thank You so much :)

Learning to Breathe

2011-02-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

Trust, when you are lost.
Trust, because you need Him.
Trust, because you love Him.
Trust, because He is that hope -even if you think it's just a flicker- that will pull you through day after day.

Funniest

2011-02-26T22:49:00.002+08:00

"Ohmygad ohmygad start the engine ohmagad start it ohmagad we are so dead."

Whee!

2011-02-26T18:11:00.000+08:00

This is EXACTLY how i imagined my Alice-in-Wonderland-themed house(only the stairs to the mousehole and secret passage part)!!!!! Only bigger for me and minus the cats, of course. :D

Gas Songs

2011-02-24T18:26:00.005+08:00

Ohmagad I know one thing that's not contributing to my half-good mood.

IT'S THAT ANNOYING WHISTLE-ISH SONG THE GAS TRUCKS PLAY.

Urgh. Who came up with that song anyway.

Happiness Comes To Those Who Want

2011-02-24T18:08:00.002+08:00

Kinda in the half-good half-not-so-good mood these few days. No idea why, really. Just a little worrywart. So anyways i've learnt somewhere (or from someone, pretty sure it's my English teacher but i can't be too sure =/) to list down all the good stuffs slash blessings in a day. So, since the mood is like that, today shall be the day! :D

1. MONTHLY TEST 1 (or PK1 if you like) IS OVERRRRR. Yeaaay. I'm gonna watch teevee until i drop today. :D My dad told me to sleep the remaining day and night away after i came home from school cos' the flu bug and other viruses have gotten to me but i will definitely NOT do that. Omigosh this much of excitement ONLY for PK1, can you imagine when it's a more important test? Whoa.

2. Moral paper was like *snap* easy-peasy. ALL the definitions were literally on the tips of my fingers. WERE. But... were means... i don't need them anymore for now! :D

3. PTL for good (probably only short-term BUT STILL) memory! :D

4. Physics was easy too!

5. Balanced my accounts! WOO-HOO. Don't be snidey ok, this means A LOT to me!

6. Finally on the computer listening to happy songs.

7. Going to eat in a while!

8. Dancing around in the room.

9. Took my time showering.

10. IT'S A THURSDAY! :D

close

2011-02-22T00:55:00.005+08:00

Afraid of what tomorrow holds. And times like this, i just wish to go back in time. Oh how i deeply wish.

Peace, oh how i need youuu.

glass

2011-02-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

We won't break,
We won't die.
It's just a moment of change.

What's on my mind these days

2011-02-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

which day should i skip school this week?

Ticked

2011-02-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

Tumble-hopping in the middle of the night in a food-tumblr with midnight hunger.

BAD MOVE.

Home is where the heart is.

2011-02-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

Spent Chinese New Year at home with the family again. Got to sleep in, wear comfy home clothes, watch loads of teevee, and take a nap. Time best spent with people I love. :) Then, TWO dinners at night. Time also best spent indulging in good food. Hehe :) Happy Chinese New Yearrrrr!

love

2011-02-03T03:28:00.000+08:00

Family :)

Blessed CNY!

these days

2011-02-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

Annoyed? Ticked? About to kick somebody in the face?

All of the above.

shout

2011-02-01T14:06:00.000+08:00

"We will never be, never be anything but LOUD."

chaos

2011-01-31T12:37:00.002+08:00

Falling deep into the dark recesses of nowhere. That's scary. The feeling of the heart dropping endlessly, rapidly -no, plunging into the unknown. Where it is neither black nor white. All this even when the body is still. Just waiting to see whether a hand will reach out from the sunlight in the far east or the dark behind will swallow it whole.

Holla On a Bad Note.

2011-01-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT express exactly how much I dislike Saturday school. But I will. Because the school(well, not really but someone -or something- has to take the blame) deserves my dislike.

Pfft, as if 5 days of school isn't enough!

heart

2011-01-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

I wish i can remember every event, every feeling, every emotion, pretty much everything about my 2010 but i can't. I'll try.

It's astonishing and quite scary how time flies. I know I say this a gazillion times but when every year comes and go, never fails to remind me again. I'd like to say i've grown a lot the last year - spiritually, mentally and physically(duh) It was a really great year - in the way i can only ever remember. The good and the bad and just-blah days happened and I'm really grateful for every little thing that built me and my life to the way it is right now. And very very blessed to have good company and to know the only love the world will only know, Jesus.

You know how some of us are always thinking over and over again, how can someone give up on life? Is life that easy to just abandon and not give a damn about anymore? Yup, i was one of them. Very critical, at that. And as I found out later, very hypocrytical as well. Because I did think of giving up. Life was just too much of a "hassle" - meaningless for some. It was this tempting thought of letting go all responsibilities and just, not care. What will I be living for then? Just walking the earth without a direction, without a goal, without hopes, without dreams? A nobody. There's just got to be more to life. And you know what, it might be tough, but I've got so much more to give and I'll take my chances.

That was my 2010. Tough, amazing, with sides of fun.

just, think

2011-01-05T22:47:00.001+08:00

Time to make another round of decisions. And this time, I can't just think for myself. I need to think what's best for the rest. To think of what I have to do, how I can change their lives, how they can change mine. Here it comes again, the burdened feeling of the many hopes and dreams the world has. Like in Sims, when random questions during work come up and you have to choose. Right choice, bonus. Wrong choice, demotion or even losing the job. I'm afraid - for me and for them.

From The Australian Cousin.

2011-01-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

"Yo Momma so fat, that when she passed by my house, i didn't have sunlight for THREE DAYS."

HAHAHA. Just for laughs, okay, JUST FOR LAUGHS.

Funny-sities! #1

2011-01-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

Jon Wong : Eh David, where you bought your iPhone?
David S : States.
Jon : Oh.

...

Jon : Where ah?
David : The States.
Jon : KL ah?

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

To Remember.

2011-01-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hellos! First day of school was preeeetty okay. Kinda excited for the last year actually. Woke up without much trouble either. Haha. And finallyyy, all of us(except 3 :( ) in the same class! Noisemaker in front of me, best friend beside me, sleeping buddy and nonsense buddy behind me. Yayzersss! :D Haha. I predict a lot of trouble.. and a lot of fun. :)

Even Greater.

2011-01-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

Amaaazing praise and worship from Henry Seeley Live! @Kingdom City. ;)

Oh, Nose!

2011-01-02T03:21:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL EEZ TOMOROE!

I need to remove nail polish, cut my nails, wrap my books, buy new pens, clean my table already oh for goodness sake! The list goes on. And then, somemore.

2011

2011-01-01T01:32:00.000+08:00

First thing's first, BLESSED 2011!

Second, Ps Henry started the countdown AFTER 12am. But who cares. We still had confetti and balloons and all those awesomeness.

Third, Nick's leaving for NS this Sunday, oh nooesssss. :(

Fourth, I am 17-to-be and this will be the last year of high school for me and i have a ton of things in my mind right now but i'm really too sleepy to think or type so i'll save my 2010 post for another time.

Fifth, Thank You Jesus for an amazing year. I love You! :)

Food-filled Meeting.

2010-12-30T03:21:00.001+08:00

The leaders of Youth Alive Grace Klang. Hahaha. Scared? :D

... and YUMZERSSS! Sister Moni makes awesome food. :)

RF #1

2010-12-29T13:34:00.001+08:00

I like sad songs, movies or books that can make me cry.

Light.

2010-12-27T18:10:00.002+08:00

25th Madness in church! SO many people! :D And Christmas production ended too fast! Ugh. I kinda miss it now that there's no more practices. Went to the cousins' place for good food after church. Yummms. Got a phone from my parents. Yaaay. All in all, a very wonderful Christmas :)

26th Church in the morning. The Ongs' place after that for a very yummy Christmas makan. Lepak-ed around and talked for hours until it was time for Sis Kim's place. Missed the pork ribs but it was another great makan, loads of fun, and awesome fellowship.

BLESSED CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE! :)

Countdown: 1

2010-12-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve! :)

Happy Things.

2010-12-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

A house with slides, secret passages, table full of cakes and tea. Now, wouldn't that be fun! I wish, I wish :)

Angry People Are Scary People.

2010-12-20T15:15:00.008+08:00

(Got this from Jaron's tumblr)

HAHAHAHAAHAHA! NUMBER 10! Ears? Wellington boots? HAHAHAHAH.

Lasak.

2010-12-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

I dropped my phone today..

for the gazillionth time...

the screen went blank for 5 MINUTES....

and, resumes its life AGAIN.

WTCRAP WHY DON'T YOU DIE ALREADY ;(

Trees.

2010-12-18T19:55:00.001+08:00

Trees. They have many uses, these green things. Well, they are green for a reason - to make food. They are also homes to some animals. Their roots - those huge protruding things - hold the ground firmly. Some people say, trees are like sponges. They absorb water and prevent things like landslides. They come in many shapes and sizes. Some are ugly on the surface, some are too thin, and many a times some are unnoticeable - until you need them..

Green - the colour of peace. Soothing. Refreshing. I remember the times during my primary days. So young and carefree. I didn't need to worry about anything much. Except fighting. The girl who was sitting beside me had identical pigtails, about the same size and had geeky, round glasses just like me! Well then, why would she grab my eraser?! It didn't matter because i shoved her anyway - and grabbed my eraser back. Eraser Stealer got back up on her feet and shoved me back. Now, this goes on for a while - shove, shove, shove. And then this girl - with a ponytail, slightly taller than us, NO GLASSES - loomed over us. She put one hand on my shoulder and slowly moved me away from Eraser Stealer. She reached a hand into her pocket and took out an eraser - JUST LIKE MINE! - and placed it in my palm. No, she wasn't green. but i liked her. I called her Friend.

Home - Comfortable. At ease. When I was in Form One, I walked past the huge gates and looked around my new and unfamiliar surroundings. I didn't know a single person! That worried me a lot. What if I don't have anyone to follow me to the toilet?(Yes girls worry about things like this.) Or what if I don't have anyone to share my food with?(Some girls, this too.) I walked to my class and looked around again. I chose to sit at the back corner alone because everyone else had a partner. Then, Friend walked in the class and I was overjoyed. She immediately came over to sit with me and I felt good. I felt at home.

Roots - Supportive. Protective. During Form Five, I was anxious. Creeping up to my teacher's table took a lot of courage. In the background, I could hear shouts, laughters and even more softly, cries of defeat. I slowly reached out for the little white slip the teacher handed to me. I didn't dare to look. After what seemed like an eternity, Friend put a hand on my shoulder and told me to look. I peeked and saw a few As and a lot of Bs. Tears streamed down my face. Friend just stood there, patting my shoulder and whispering, "It's okay."

Sponge - Absorbant. When I was 18, I dated. He was from college and I liked him a lot. One day, he told me, he didn't like me anymore. Just like that. I was devastated. I didnt know who to turn to. Not my parents - they would be worried sick/furious. I picked up my phone, scrolled through 'Contacts' while my vision blurred. I stopped at a name I haven't called in years. Dialled the number. We talked - for hours.

I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up as dark clouds began to form in the sky. In front of me, stood a tall tree and right in the middle of the tree trunk, a name was carved - Julia. Julia was Friend. She died last year due to cancer. She was my tree. A drop of tear hit the ground just as a ray of sunshine peeked through the leaves.

Of Desserts.

2010-12-18T00:44:00.000+08:00

"OMG OMG What goes with vanilla? An Asian family, we ate fruits, you know. That was dessert." -Mike, Masterchef US

HAHAHAHAHAHA SO TRUE.

Pichaaas!

2010-12-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

Funny story behind this. I asked Dawn to pass these chocs to my mortal, Viv and Dawn asked June to pass it to Viv. Viv didn't get them. Panicked. Got the exact chocs from my GA. Found out that the chocs weren't really from my GA. They were actually mine! So, either Dawn told June unclearly or June heard wrongly.

From my GA. Which he found on the hall floor the next morning. Haha.

Reneeeeeee!

Jonker Walk!

Family reunion with the ah-ma. :)

Uncle Benny!

Ladies. :D

Blessed Beyond Belief.

2010-12-16T01:20:00.001+08:00

Oooh, can't believe i forgot to say, I AM BACKKKK! :D

For those of you who didn't go for camp - and sneaking around in my blog, GY Camp 2010 was awesomeeee! (I say this every year :D) Place was not 5-star, toilets were a lil' gross, and food wasn't amazing but everything else was! I was also given the opportunity to sing for the very first (and second) time. :) Amazingggg-ness! And oh, hung around and got chicken rice balls and some cendol in Malacca town after everything. Bet Jeff's having some peace right now without us girls annoying him. Hehe.

Ain't no party like a Jesus party ;)

Hope.

2010-12-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

What the world needs is not more Mother Theresa nor generous billionaires.

What the world needs is an everlasting friend.

The world needs Jesus. :)
So, tell the world.

Slow Walking.

2010-12-08T18:22:00.007+08:00

What would it feel like to finally finish this race we call life? To finally reach the finish line and say "I've run a very good race." Bet it'll feel pretty great :)

How's yours?

Gotten tired? Stopped in the middle? Well, don't. Yeah it might be long, hot and tiring but you know what? There's plenty of lemonade after. :D And yeah, you might be slow or the slowest but then again;

Finishing last in a race isn't failure, dropping out is.

Trust in the Lord always for He knows. He knows every pain, every ache you go through. And He knows you are capable of finishing this race.

And, oh, who knows. Some hot guy/girl might come help you up. :p

Back to (in my case) slow walking. I want to enjoy the scenery :)

Hello From The Dark.

2010-12-02T01:34:00.002+08:00

I am typing in the dark. again. I find it quite nice actually. :D Still amazed at my amazing ability to type so well - and fast - in the dark. So anyways. I was bored beyond belief today. And i absolutely CANNOT for the life of me understand why am i so lazy.

This morning i woke up and started planning how i was about to spend my beyootiful day. I was going to clean my room because people have told me it looks like a store room (T_T), put away my old books, upload ancient photographs, categorized my clothes(because i saw it on TV and it looked cool), bathe my dog, read a book and - DON'T LAUGH OKAY - maybe study a little.

Hm. Wonder where all that time went. Certainly flies faster these days.

Oh, wells. Tomorrow's a new day! :D

The Little Rabbit

2010-12-01T14:23:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Baby :)

Aarrrr!

2010-11-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

VBS is tomorrow! Gotta stock up on the energy for the adorable-and naughty kiddies. Oh, joy! :D

Cookie Monsterrrr.

2010-11-22T00:21:00.000+08:00

(from Jaron's tumblr)

Sesame street! <3

Blegh.

2010-11-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

On second thought,

WHY AM I SO EMO SO ANNOYING UGH.

Got. to. get. a. grip.

Hardly.

2010-11-21T23:19:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to write anymore. Hm.

Actually i think i had something, but i forgot. Hmmm.

Yeap, i guess i'm pretty much like this these days.

Belated 16th birthday post?

2010-11-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

Today i made a decision - or tried to. But it was hard. So hard that i cried. Never knew i had to make decisions like this. The only decisions i'm used to are whether i should go to school or what should i wear and such. Haha. It's time to grow up i guess. My mom was just telling me how fast my sisters and i are growing. And i'm not gonna lie, it scares me. Thinking of all the many more decisions i have to make every which one will count for the next one.

Talked to a friend not long ago about careers. And you might think, huh. I'm only sixteen. What do i have to worry about. Well it won't be long till i have to eventually make that decision. One year will fly by like how it did this year. And it scares me how important this decision will be. How it'll lead to whatever comes next. How i can't regret and turn back time and make another decision. I don't want to be just another person, trying to live by life. The future's looking just a little hazy now and I fear for what it holds. I really am.

I need strength.

Life Is Good #1

2010-10-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

Studying BM with Planetshakers' playing in the background. Encouragement, I need :)

My God is bigger than all circumstance.
My God never fails.

The Best.

2010-09-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

And there is absolutely nothing wrong in reaching for some stars. Nor in believing it. :)

Renewed

2010-09-26T18:23:00.000+08:00

It is hard and you know it. but then again what does come easy?
You just won't give up. You can't.

Exhausted

2010-09-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it gets so tiring, you can't help but to think maybe you cannot go on anymore.
and maybe you just want to give up.

No Place Like Home.

2010-09-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hiii!

Never knew I'd miss Malaysia this much. and the food. :D Said hi to my house, the guards, the grass(HAHA) And thanks to my delayed flight, i only got home at 2 in the morning. And, having a fever. ;( But, the point is

I'M BACK!

..and glad to be :)

inserts Bye in Mandarin

2010-09-11T17:51:00.000+08:00

Bookfest, KLCC

Dad : Go to the other side and see whether got Archies' comics or not.

*10 minutes later

Us : Don't have lah. All chinese one.

Nette : Chinese books, chinese recipes, chinese songs. When you enter ah, the atmosphere also Chinese.

Dad : LOL. Don't forget, in two days we'll be in THAT atmosphere.

***
Off to Beijing! :D Annyeonggg!
(oops, wrong country. :p)

Cos' I'm leaving in a ... car. :D

2010-08-28T00:30:00.004+08:00

Off to church camp for four daysssssss!

Well everyone usually starts with the good then, the bad. But I, choose to leave this typing space(and Klang), on a happy note. :)

The Bad : Second camp without Netty with Meta being the first. She haz exams. This by itself is tres bad. :(

The Good : Will. have. some. time. to. think! And oh, good company too. And ohhh, a no-school-Monday! Sigh, happy. :)

Family slot! :

Nette: ... My friend was telling me how opposite attracts.

Dad: Yep just like how your dad makes the joke and your mom IS the joke.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. (toldcha i was leaving on a happy note)
Byeeee.

Netty

2010-08-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

We're different yet so similar. Different personalities, same taste and same laugh

Happy Birthday, my twin!

I'm thankful that you are MY sister. :)

ISCF Rally '10

2010-08-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

That rush, was amazing. An experience of a lifetime and hopefully, more to come. I hope it was as awesome for you as it is for me seeing lives saved.

Everything i do, i do it for You. :)

All In Good Time.

2010-07-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

Got nothing to do on a Saturday evening? Bored on a Saturday evening? NOT bored on a Saturday evening?

COME!

If you like, you can come in your peejays too. :)

*For non-Muslims only.

http://interschoolcf.blogspot.com/

Solution.

2010-07-14T02:28:00.003+08:00

I AM FUMING! Iker Casillas has a sports journalist for a girlfriend whom he kissed when interviewed whose last name sounds like food, sigh =( I mean, who doesn't like food!

I digress.

I've always wanted to be a doctor(ok, to be fair, it's partially the every kid's dream blablabla and partially, i really wanted to see the inside of a body i am not kidding). Sixteen years have come and gone and there is still that curious part of me. And another part watched House and saw how miserable his life is and doesn't want to live with 67 cats and be disturbed in the middle of the night to perform a surgery on someone, half-asleep! Whew, that was a type-ful. (Geddit geddddddit?!) Lol. That part found art!(not the seni thingies) - performing arts, literature and journalism. I know right, how more contradicting can this get?

But now, i have the answer staring me in the face!

I am *jeng jeng jeng* going to become a sports journalist like that Carbonero lady! Ngehehe. Brilliant, isn't it? :D

I'm kidding.
My dilemmas are still here and they look like they'll be staying for a while now. And i'm too tired to think-or type- so i'll save this for another time. G'night!

Of Nuttiness.

2010-06-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

I accidentally threw my racket while hitting a shuttlecock during badminton.

Because Our NLC Group Rocks!

2010-06-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, the Sweet Sixteens and a few not-so-Sweet-Sixteens made a trip to Sunway! =D Had tons of fun with the ladies and Zlwin. Watched Karate Kid, laughed, cried. Right before taking the train home, six of us went to Bubba Gump for ice-cream and desserts! <3 Omgosh the place is super adorable! So rustic and homey! Would be nice to have a party there someday. Going back to desserts, we had a tough time choosing so we ordered all 5 from the menu. :D Yes, super greedy!

And oh, adorable moment!

Vivien Yap : Breathe in more Dettol! Can kill the bacterias in your lungs!

HAHAHAHA, super adorable can.

So Much More.

2010-06-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

Lord, I thank You for me. :)

Billionaire Moms

2010-06-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

.. are even awesome-r! Oh, how i wish.

"If i were a billionaire, i'd buy my daughter bags." - Mom to the tune of "I Wanna be a Billionaire".

'Cos We're Fat and Fabulous.

2010-06-07T22:11:00.005+08:00

This morning - or afternoon - Eireen woke me yelling Lynnette wants to talk to me. And i was like Mehhh ask her to come up and talk lah and plopped back in bed. Then the door burst open - HAHA, so dramatic - and Nette and Bryan walked in with a cake singing Happy Birthday. They made me get up, make a wish, blow candles, and cut the cake and, i went back to sleep again. Haha. We went to Aeon for lunch then came home to talk, play BRATZ, play an out of tune guitar, take nonsense pictures and watch nonsense TV show. Yeap that's all and it was fun. :D Thanks Bryan! Love you lots. :) Btw, the cake, is THE BOMB. And the hairbands too :)

My nonsense, high 5-ing macha. :D

Feel Good Channel.

2010-06-05T22:31:00.001+08:00

Random guy : Roadhog, why didn't you drive around me?

Jughead : *shrugs* I didn't think i had enough gas.

Reach.

2010-06-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

Nothing is impossible. Not for my God.

And yes, i do believe in dreams come true. :)

The Malaysian-o-meter.

2010-06-05T13:06:00.000+08:00

Do you know a term - a Malaysian one, i might add - called "Gostan?"

ps/ Ew, THIS close to swallowing a bad cherry.

Moms

2010-06-05T12:47:00.003+08:00

.. are awesome!

Dad : Hmm. What's happening next week ah?
Me : Something awesome :D
Dad : Oh sorry next week ah, i think i won't be around. (jokingly, in case you haven't catched on)
Mom : Huh dad? Not around ah?

*the entire car excluding mom rolls their eyes*

Dad : Haiyo mom. joking only lah.
Mom : (FINALLY, catched on) Oh oh yea i'm not going to be around also.
Me : Mom, no, the joke's over.

Happy Day #1

2010-06-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

In case you are slow, the post down there *points* is not finale okay. So yeah, holidays are here and kickin' and dancin' and whatnot. I have homework though :( piles. of homework. Before we went home yesterday, Miss Sim came to the class and wrote this (or something along the lines. can't remember exactly with all the "hype" of the PJ paper. But, you get it lah!) :

Holiday *inserts groan* assignment (don't grumble!) *inserts laughter*

Write/type an essay of "What my life would be in 20 years time."

Deadline : 21/6 (Monday)

Le sigh. A holiday essay, again. :(

Why i love Miss Sim : awesome essay titles! not like, How to have a balanced diet or How to prevent global warming. I hate those. And she once asked us to email our essays in! 8D

Why my love for Miss Sim went down a few notches : Whaddya think?

Three Syllables.

2010-06-05T12:22:00.000+08:00

FI-NA-LLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Whoopeedoo! :D

Fridays, again.

2010-05-21T16:00:00.002+08:00

Oh, this is too funny to not share!
Okay fine, maybe you wouldn't laugh as hard as me.
But, that's because you didn't hear it like i did.
Or maybe you just don't have a sense of humour.
*someone mumbles*
What's that?
"Get on with it!"
Oh, sorry.

Now i'm just talking to myself.

****

*phone vibrates*

Guy : Well, aren't you going to pick it up. It sounds urgent.

HAHAHAHA. (?)

Woe is Me.

2010-05-21T15:45:00.001+08:00

Hai! *waves to non-existant people*

I'm so boring these days. Sigh. I hardly rant anymore. :( Well, not much a bad thing but i thing my blog begs to differ. So anyways, i'm going to rant about Minesweeper! Ya lah so obsessed about it ever since Alex taught me how to play. :D I can play the expert level now! But, i absolutely hate/despise/dislike/abhor it when i am about to win (and, i know this for a fact because there are only 3 boxes left -.-) and it comes to a time when i have to guess, *click*

i lose.

Can't Get Over.

2010-05-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

I feel so,

SILLY. :(

I Like Irony.

2010-05-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

Before i forget about this, i actually forgot that i want to blog about how it'd be so awesome to have a device that records your every blog idea, or funny moments, or whatnot so, *wiggles eyebrows* i wouldn't forget. ;D

I'm all about the technology these days. Must be from the Commonwealth essay. Haha!

No Time for History.

2010-05-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

"This is your life, and today is all you've got now."

I, for one, knows what it's like to push things off then regret it. I, for one, want to live a life that i could be proud of. One that i could look back when i'm old and grey, knowing i've done everything i could and more. So, why wait? Why let your youth stop you? when today is all you've got now.

Director.

2010-04-30T21:01:00.000+08:00

Days like this, i pray that someone would invent a brain USB thingy so we can all just channel our thoughts and imaginations into writings. BOOM! Essay.

Now, wouldn't that be a hit!

Funny Friesdays.

2010-04-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

Funny day in school today. Well, funny days everyday actually but since i remembered to blog today, so funny this! During English class, Pathma was yapping away as usual and she was telling me this story..

Pathma : Yesterday i imagined Mr. V [name protected for safety purposes so lets call him V shall, we?](and yes, it's a random alphabet not his initials or something aiyo.) siting up there.....

*Miss Sim stands right beside Pathma*

Miss Sim : Hmm. I didn't hear that.

I don't know whether to laugh or not and i'm almost afraid of what Miss Sim'd think now. Though i'm glad it wasn't me :D

Hahahaha! So, i opted to laugh.

***

I digress. So, as of right now, i am typing with mucus wanting to run down from my nose. And, I don't know which is worse.

BEING SICK OR SUFFERING FROM WRITER'S BLOCK?!

Gah.

Midnight Train.

2010-04-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

The heavy rain, Minesweeper and me. I can't help but to just want to curl up in bed and think. But alas, Add Maths homework prevents this. :(